Monday, April 10, 2006

unstill

i feel tempted to leave
to pack everything up and disappear without a trace
to abandon everything i've been working for over the past year and a half
i get this itch more frequently than i should probably admit
it's a common pattern in my brief history
quitting just before i actually finish something
because i become consumed by doubt
swallowed whole
until i'm left trembling in its wake

3 comments:

gaba said...

You're tougher than you give yourself credit for, Lumpy.

Anonymous said...

Maria says: I know how hard it is to truly committ to something and finish, but I know you and you rule. Things will always work out!

jiji said...

stick w/it! i'll get you in touch w/my friend liz!